I have an idea. I don't have the energy to complete it, but I want to...kind of. I don't want to end up hating this if I actually do make it happen.
I want to create a production of my life thus far in the form of a story with auditory and visual art. Other than me being very apathetic toward everything that I do, no one would come to see this because everyone that would come would have a part in this production. It wouldn't be a musical because those are mostly stupid and monotonous. I would write a story to be read by a narrator during the performance. After each small chapter, I would perform a song about said text with lots of help from friends and musicians. I feel that this would leave people with an uneasiness and indifference because my story is not over and the end of the production would not be the end of my life. Most people enjoy things with resolution because it gives them a comfort in the hope that everything will work out and be all right. Well, I don't know that yet. This would be a lot of fun to do.
We'll see.
